Walking Meditation
How to still your mind 
It’s fine
My supreme life goal? 
Philosophy, Stoicism?
Just follow your gut
Goals?
No fear of liquidation
Thinking meditation
A volatile life is a better life
What if more volatility, assuming you don’t get liquidated… Or in fact the most supreme life? That if you wanted to enjoy life more or have a better life, you would actually want to inject more volatility into your life?
Life is like a rodeo
So one thought, maybe… The way to think about it is like thinking of life like a rodeo? That actually in fact… Things are more entertaining when you have the wild bronco,,,, kicking insanely hard, and your job is to just hold on as tight as you can?
And for a lot of Cowboys… Perhaps myself included, we actually delight in the bucking.
And actually… Once again assuming that you’re not going to fall off the bronco break your neck and die… You actually want the strongest bronco possible, to test your courage and train you to become stronger and better.
Why does this matter
I think, for a lot of people what they desire is a peaceful tranquil life. But what if the life with the maximum amount of adrenaline, ups and downs, wild shakeouts, were in fact, supremely desirable?